Missing someone...

We've all been there. When someone you love isn't at your finger tips like they usually are. If they've gone off to college, or on a trip, or moved away. They have the experience and new adventure, and knowing that they are going to be happy, you let them move, or go on that trip because you know that it is for the best. But there is something people don't tell you when they are leaving, or gone. Being left behind is one if the worst feelings in the world
To have to go on your day with an empty space, a whole that really should be filled by them, but it just isn't.
The looking over your shoulder, an empty space of where the person should be. The looking down at your hands to where their hands should be fitting in with yours if your lover is the one that left. You stop. Your heart stops. And if you allow yourself, you cry. Sleep is hard to come by and food doesn't seem to want to work for you. And though people say they understand. 'I understand,' But they don't. They usually lie. Because no one wants you to feel sad. But they've never lost that person that you had.
It does take longer for us to get out of that routine. It takes us forever to get rid of that feeling of dead. But slowly but surely, your life can go among the living. It will get better, and sleep at night gets a little less sketchy, and it will end up being okay.